left behind
phisically, it’s holiday, of course
no class, no assignments, no exams
but mentally, it’s even harder than ‘campus time’
with the pressure, and everything else
what pressure?? that must be something you ask
well, when you see everybody else do hard working for ‘future’, everybody but you
for me that’s a pressure
seeing them, keep moving forward, do something for their life
and watching me, just stay here, do nothing, get no chance
it’s just like everybody’s going to leave me
and i am the one who left behind
alone
useless
forgotten
what can i do to fix it?????