the L word
so, i’m taking a convo class now
in a you-know-what english course, the one that has natives speaker
and.. i was being told that the class i took, which is the convo class, wasn’t a convo before
it was real english
and a thought just pop out in my head *thanks god it’s still work, normally, i’m not normal, remember?
maybe.. they change their class for me
just for me
even not all the member like to change *i could say that she doesn’t like the convo class, but still, she keeps doing it
and, the worst part.. i didn’t do well
i just keep silent, not talking.. in a convo class
it’s idiot
like, they’re so kind, having a different class so i can take part
and i just waste it
like, they change it for nothing
because i make no improvement, just sit there, listen to everything, but no talk
it’s just like, “hello, it’s a convo class, not a silent class, please”
and i feel terribly bad about it, to them
it’s embarrassing being among them
because they are so smart, and nice, very nice
and i’m the worst at that class
yes, i’m the Loser one
